the long and winding road

i wish.

i wish i could gain weight.

i wish i could go back in time, when things were simpler & easier.

i wish i was prettier.

i wish i was more comfortable with myself.

i wish i didn't wish i was prettier.

i wish people wouldn't judge.

i wish for peace & love & harmony & happiness.

i wish for nothing bad to happen to those i love.

i wish my parents could accept my life choices.

i wish i was braver.

i wish i knew what this life was for.

i wish i could be more free.

i wish i could express my emotions better, & not be so scared.

i wish i was more musically gifted.

i wish there was more time.

i wish i wasn't so materialistic.

i wish i wasn't so selfish.

i wish i was less fickle, less lazy, less tired all the time.

i wish i knew what was going on in my brain sometimes.

i wish for some tights with hearts on.

i wish for more energy.

i wish for validation that this means something.

i wish to have a future, to fall in love & have children.

i wish to always dress in colour.

i wish to see alice in wonderland, like everybody else.

i wish for the friends i have now to always remain my friends.

i wish to marry a musician, or an artist, or a bohemian.

i wish i knew who i was.

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hank you for bearing with me on this unorthodox post.

i've been feeling slightly wistful today, here is the result. this post is more for me than anyones else, sometimes i feel like writing things, & finally i have an outlet for this.