Thursday, 4 March 2010

the long and winding road

i wish.
i wish i could gain weight.
i wish i could go back in time, when things were simpler & easier.
i wish i was prettier.
i wish i was more comfortable with myself.
i wish i didn't wish i was prettier.
i wish people wouldn't judge.
i wish for peace & love & harmony & happiness.
i wish for nothing bad to happen to those i love.
i wish my parents could accept my life choices.
i wish i was braver.
i wish i knew what this life was for.
i wish i could be more free.
i wish i could express my emotions better, & not be so scared.
i wish i was more musically gifted.
i wish there was more time.
i wish i wasn't so materialistic.
i wish i wasn't so selfish.
i wish i was less fickle, less lazy, less tired all the time.
i wish i knew what was going on in my brain sometimes.
i wish for some tights with hearts on.
i wish for more energy.
i wish for validation that this means something.
i wish to have a future, to fall in love & have children.
i wish to always dress in colour.
i wish to see alice in wonderland, like everybody else.
i wish for the friends i have now to always remain my friends.
i wish to marry a musician, or an artist, or a bohemian.
i wish i knew who i was.
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hank you for bearing with me on this unorthodox post.
i've been feeling slightly wistful today, here is the result. this post is more for me than anyones else, sometimes i feel like writing things, & finally i have an outlet for this.

6 comments:

  1. I love these wishes, they are so honest.
    I have so much adoration for your blog,
    xxx

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  2. thank you (:
    that means an awful lot.

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  3. Aw.
    This post makes me want to hug you.

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